Since my youngest associate will be leaving the office to explore new opportunities, Tuesday marks the start of my new job. While my hours will be better, the pay will still stink.
I have over 8 years experience of having a child at home
so the thought of not having one at home with me during the day is going to take some getting used to.
Vaughn cannot wait to start kindergarten. Her excitement has been contagious and we're all excited for the start of school around here. However, last week it hit me that her starting school meant that she would be...leaving me. I guess the mid-day tea parties had to end sometime.
I'll still have groceries to buy, errands to run, and cleaning to do but it's all that leftover time that I'm worried about. I know I'll find ways to fill it - house projects, gym time, helping out in the kid's classrooms, that sort of stuff. Yet, I feel I was good at staying home with the kids, like it's what I was meant to do. I treated it like any other job and put everything I had into it. I loved doing projects with them, library and park trips, helping them learn through play. I focused all my time and energy on them because moving from place to place we didn't have a lot friends. There were no other Moms to call to meet for playdates or anyone to watch the kids while I ran and did something for myself. Just me and the kids until Daddy got home from work. So, now what do I do with myself that it's over?
No I don't want another baby, I'm just sad that this chapter of my life is over because I enjoyed it so much. Of course, I know it's not totally over, it's not like they're moving out but hopefully I'm making my point clear. I'm trying to be positive and am excited for this new "job" opportunity of mine. I'm looking forward to getting to know myself a little more and finding what my new skills will be. (Hopefully it will be nunchuck skills because wouldn't that be awesome?!?)
How are you guys handling the kids going back to school? Boo hoo'ing or yahoo'ing?